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I like to be a super male shame that we do not choose what to feel.
On Sunday mornings while millions of people go to worship and masses I do a long walk lasts about two hours, the time of a cult or a mass.
But a walk any male would then common to feel a super macho put 1 kg weight on each leg.
Of course to get to that there were several stages of adaptation, remember that the first time I decided to use weights bought a pound, after about 3 km had to strip them of the legs and back home carrying in the hand, the difficulty was so that anyone who saw me would think it was with intestinal problems.
When I reached what I wanted to achieve a major problem arose the BOREDOM.
What to do? Walk for 3 hours, increasing the weight of the legs?
I researched a lot and decided to put more than 1 pound could hurt my joints in the future and I do not want it, increase the time it was not feasible not want to spend too much time of my day walking.
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To shorten the text I say a fractal brought a very efficient solution to this equation walk.
The music is made a few notes in different tones that are repeated in endless combinations, yes ladies and gentlemen, the music is a fractal.
"Wisdom is not given. You must discover it for ourselves after a journey that no one can save us or do for us. " [Marcel Proust]
Earlier ever felt good results, but they were excellent thanks to capitalism with its need for innovation has brought us the MP3, I no longer hear the radio wanted to play, I hear only the FREEDOM of fractals pleasing to my mind.
Finally when I'm walking I feel a super macho, according early before the sun comes up, I am very sensitive to heat, genetic trait or miss another existence in icy lands? Who could know?
Just know that while walking packed for music arise in my mind wonderful texts, the beauty is present in all things the way I do not feel cold, do not feel heat, seems indestructible body and mind does not know what is boredom or the void.
The Sun will arise and with its light highlighting the sparkles and colors all around me appears as magnificent fractals, one sublime moment that maybe people feel in worship and in the masses ...
But you know how we do not choose what we feel, the walk ends, has to end, I have the day to day affairs, mostly of the week I have to work, heat exhaust my strength illogic of people bored and my mind I go back to William, a being tired and bored.
Occasionally a smile brightens my face, not to make sure they say I'm crazy I recalled a joke, but verily I remembered that for two hours I felt a SUPER MACHO.
We do not choose what to feel, but if I could choose, I would choose to feel powerful 16 hours a day and sleeping eight hours rest and not think about anything else, not even dream wanted to have.
So I would use that power?
The possibilities are endless, it would be a wonderful thing to be a guy less boring.
Yesterday [21/04/2011] I was in a beautiful wedding party of my nephew Lendel with the lovely Natalia wish many happy moments to the couple a long and prosperous life.
My family always complain to my imprisonment, if they know me best would say thank you, I would be a super male, but what I really am is a super boring.
To my mother who knows me well I can not disguise, she lives talking "like that Robson is boring," when my mother is right ... she's right.
My wife and daughters, just getting used to my way, since I do not charge much change.
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Bringing this text to 2013 something happens that makes me want to get even more at home ... I disappoint people.
They read the texts and hope to find someone talkative, super communicative and only find silence, one annoying guy who barely looks on their faces.
Whatever! Philosophy I discuss on the Internet, I've written a story about this:
"A Philosophy for me only makes sense if you can add some knowledge, allowing an exchange of experiences, bring something that makes my life more efficient, which makes the life of another more efficient.
The change has no "obligation" to happen, but it has to at least be "possible". [Physical Presence]
Others expect me to always have a joke at the ready!
I'm not a comedian, many things just have grace inserted in the "context of the text."
But the people who are wanting to disappoint me exorcise ... that's right.
They hope to find a demonic being and just find a peaceful citizen, boring, quiet and professional.
In those days a colleague passed me and spoke a few words in Aramaic[at least he believes it to be and I do not know if it is, do not speak Aramaic].
I recognized the sound of those people who speak in tongues during worship some.
He said with the air kinda shady, half mockingly:
You think you can cast the demon out of me with these frasezinhas in Aramaic?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! It was very funny.
I do not like leaving the house, I disappoint people ...
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