Being Alive

 “I like living. Sometimes I feel really, desperately, madly miserable, racked with sorrow, but even with all this I understand that being alive is a grand thing.”  [Agatha Christie]
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  Not yet developed this taste for life, maybe because I miss working on that I like, something that her friend Christie visibly succeeded and had a resounding success.

But I have my family, friends, health, abundance ... then life is pretty nice to me today. A friend Christie gives this testimony of this "existential vacuum" that is within each of us, me taking any illusion that something might one day get rid of any torment or distress. Neither money, nor love, nor religion, nor logic, nor professional success ... is the Abyss within us.

Again we are faced with the idiocy of war or the cult of suffering, we can not eliminate the "dark side" or that we want, reminded of Yin / Yang, the "harmony of opposites" said our friend as well Pythagoras.

When I'm wildly miserable, racked with sorrow, write more text, sleep a bit, read as much as something delicious, I'm filling up of small pleasures that affliction pass.

Most of us want to empty before the magical solutions, or the next attack physically or with words, want to forget the emptiness with drugs or any other addiction.

When the effect of attitude transloucada passes the emptiness is there, bigger and stronger, offended more, drink more, get lost ... more

Nobody better than me or my dead friends to understand how hard it is to be human, we are not gods, we are not prophets, we are only human.

Brother to brother I say that maybe it's time to look ahead to the Abyss. Understand that the existential void born with and you will bury you, so with Niet, Hitler, Socrates, Einstein.

No matter how many puzzles to decipher, will inexorably devoured. And what comes next? Now, it can be anything, including nothing.

Decipher puzzles is good because it helps us to escape from the cult of suffering, not being overwhelmed by madness, fanaticism.

Where the void is perceived, try not to surrender to "the dark side", fueling the more negative things. The empty while we humans will always exist. The emptiness just can not get bigger than LIFE, when this happens it's time of death to happen, do not die before life ends ... for that rush, how to make sure that there is a light at the end of the tunnel? What assures us that light is not a train coming at us ... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Live while you can!