Better Person

“We could be much better if we did not want to be so good." [Freud]
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He liked to see those western movies for objectivity dialogue.

 Joe: "- Because you hit that guy?"

Phil: "- He called our mother a whore."

Joe: "- But our mother was a prostitute ..."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I see people who have a damn shame to be poor, poverty is something really quite nasty, but not logical to be ashamed of it.

I remember a classmate to see all my shoes stuck underneath me said: "Our poor as you are," I replied simply, "big news."

Saw no advantage to hide my situation, I realized early on that I only bring more problems. And ashamed of what? I was born that way, if I could have been born the son of Silvio Santos.

A schoolmate had been recovery and wanted private lessons in my home, whoa, my house was not something I wanted her to see. Wanting to be "good" I set out to go to class in her home. It turns out that his house was away, it was necessary to take buses or walk many miles.

Ashamed of my house, I suffered like a condemned arranging some change for the bus or walking miles.

His house was a house of "front", beautiful, decided that the girl would never in my house, but know that sitcom "Everybody hates Chris"?

I see so much that boy, with a big difference, his house was much better than mine ... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! My father also had two jobs that did not improve things at all.

Well, after about 10 individual "paying penance" was all over, I suffered, but I succeeded in my decision ... this is what I wanted, but you know what happened?

On race day the girl wanted one last quick review, called at my grandmother saying that was already under way, a rainy day like today, my house more grimy than ever, musty smelling with its countless leaks, you can sing that musiquinha ... everybody hates William.

In the film's funny, after years it's funny, but I'm glad my daughters do not live the same situation.

I gave up wanting to look better than I am, I'm not getting better, just older, I will not deceive them, I will not fool myself, I do not see LOGIC.